boys with soft voices and curly hair and eyes with sadness and freckles and kissable lips and big hands and shiny shoes and the way their nose scrunches when they laugh and when they say what theyre thinking and they mean it and the way they look at girls and get shy and say stupid things and mess up their words and when they get angry and they clench their jaw and run their hands through their hair and when they sleep and when they talk about something they’re passionate about and they use big hand gestures and look you in the eye.